Leaving the Military: A New Chapter Ahead
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Chapter 1: Embracing Change
Receiving my DD-214 was a moment of pure joy for many, including myself. While I had previously re-enlisted with incentives and bonuses during my deployment, I was resolute in my decision to leave this time. But what would my next steps be?
Pursuing a college education appeared to be the most logical move. With my GI Bill available, I was eager to take advantage of it. My passion for science had always been there, and I wanted to continue working outdoors—just not as a forward observer in the Army. Environmental Science seemed to fit the bill perfectly.
- Interest in science? Check.
- Opportunities for outdoor fieldwork? Check.
- Potential for employment? Check… hopefully.
I decided to take the plunge, although I remained uncertain about the whole college experience, which partially explained my enlistment in the first place. I applied to only two universities: Colorado State University and the University of New Hampshire.
Given that I was stationed in New York during the pandemic, I opted for the University of New Hampshire, as it was closer to home. Plus, the cost of renting a U-Haul to move across the country felt overwhelming.
What does this have to do with my transition? As I embarked on my college journey, my focus was solely on my studies and the freedom that came with being a civilian. The Army's constraints were no longer a factor. However, as I approach my senior year, I realize that I had buried many unresolved feelings.
In the military, prioritization is key—addressing the most pressing issues first. But once you're out, the same approach applies to civilian life. Eventually, you find yourself lying in bed, confronting all the emotions you chose to ignore, including how I truly felt about my transition.
The military shaped me in significant ways. I found my footing—well, somewhat. I still enjoyed nights out with fellow veterans, but my mindset shifted during those six years.
I cultivated an unprecedented work ethic without even realizing it. I became unafraid to ask questions that once terrified me, recognizing that in the Army, a lack of inquiry could have dire consequences. Most importantly, I discovered my love for learning—whether it was about fire missions, different cultural backgrounds, or my current studies in environmental science.
This passion for knowledge blossomed because of my military experience. Yet, after years of focusing solely on immediate tasks, I still grapple with my identity as a civilian and feel a lingering disconnect from life outside of the uniform.
Nevertheless, we all press on.
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Section 1.1: The Transition Experience
Reflecting on the journey from military to civilian life can be both enlightening and challenging.
Subsection 1.1.1: Embracing New Opportunities
